In that the uncle who was a divine wind kamikaze pilot is secret,
In that the uncle who was a divine wind kamikaze pilot ① is secret, it comes back to the hometown being alive.
The uncle of my mother's side aimed at an enemy warship as the divine wind kamikaze pilot and flushed from Chiran aerodrome in Kagoshima but made a force landing on the sea Yakushima nearly intentionally.
After the war, after 2, secretly, it returned to the hometown in Kyushu.
The person who criticizes the choice of the uncle then had no one.
Rather, the family and the persons in the village rejoiced with all embracing each other.
The thing above all, the people in the pleasure sea urchin village of the mother of the uncle, too, shed tears
The father and the mother ( my grandparents ) were convinced of the death of the uncle and built it to the tomb.
In 2 returning years, by where to be, it worried and the no in the pain end by be in them, in them, by be, the uncle might be making the plan of the return fast without worrying but such a thing was an insignificant thing, and in any case safe, returned to the home at the hometown which the parent waits for.
The uncle never talked about being during life, these 2 years to anyone.
Also, there was not a person who asks to the uncle, too.
Because the uncle was a clumsy person, he never talked to the wife and the children, too.
The substitute, after return, for a while, it lived to the decadent of being bathed in the liquor.
Saying " that the decadent, too, has a claim and the regret relented ", it initiated itself and it had no choice but to beguile confusion in the end of the war.
Then, because I was 3 years old, I heard this story later from the mother and the uncle thought that he was the person who can have caught the cool and brave action and that he was the person who has the abilities which that are life survive with all its might.
Moreover, it will have been groping , being earnest in the life after the war which is itself about the despised look, being earnest in those who are silly who rolled Bret up about the left with the right which was prevalent then.
And then, ordinarily, it lived in the happy life.
In the just steady look, it saw a quiet look and I was convinced that it enriched that there was not a regret in the life of the uncle.
The uncle died several years before.
I am seeking for my roost ( the roost ) while I adore such an uncle secretly.
The challenge by one solitary old people
It thinks that I will write to run away from the bottom life from this work.
It had done the hotchpotch becoming of the boorish one why, too, in being attractive.
It finishes writing and even I, it is amazed by the disorder.
It splashes in the place and the times, passing through here and there.
The subject, too, changes steadily.
It became one like a notebook.
I wanted to write here.
In case of not being this technique, it thought that the truth wasn't conveyed.
but saying that it does a technique and that the one of the element having to do with autobiography isn't worth about the evaluation in being attractive why, too, when making an expert at the field say
Because it wrote, tending to be excited a little, mentally, as expected, it said that it was the anxious symptom which is peculiar to the solitary old people if unignorable, saying the suffering and attempting to go to the department of psychosomatic medicine.
However, in that it is the most mental to be writing a thing in this way in the strange one, it is stable.
It becomes a kind of sedative.
It is not Essays in Idleness ( turezuregusa) ②it is stable for me to write in the in the inkstone ( the inkstone ) andsoften only meanwhile.
Also, when continuing to write on the one hand always, only as for the part, the fatigue prevails in the body ( the body ) whole body and is the one which is attacked by a sense of exhaustion.
In the life, it is complicated!
I was driven to bankruptcy by the stratagem in the main financing bank.
( It mentions for more information later ) Then, it was possible to force into bottom life.
It becomes 73 years old this year.
Where are you born by the solitude life in Tokyo?
It suffers from the normal-ized heat exhaustion and the anxious symptom ( it has the disease of the annual respondence, too.
Last year, it was conveyed to three times and in the summer this year, it was already conveyed three times to the hospital with the ambulance.
Surely, the struggling alone is this thing.
There is not confidence in body's having where by the time this work is complete.
Also, it was ordinary but I wanted to tell the fact that there was an ancestor ( mainly in my father and mother ) who spent wonderful life to my family.
By the tale of the human being ( my ) who is wandering a social bottom, being driven to bankruptcy 6 years before by the main financing bank, it gives providence to the Fumiko Hayashi Ms. of the great writer and it is bold but the Ms. is the one which experienced the bottom life of the gradual decline above me and it is the person to have made 25 years old and to have debuted in the literary world with " the wandering record " that she states.
By the way, the Ms. is " the novelist who makes poverty an article for sale ", " the novelist who is upstart " at first.
Next, it seems that it was criticized for " the personal novelist in the government " but as for 6 years of the postwar days, it seems that it wants to continue to write the sadness of the ordinary Japanese earnestly, being confronted from the front.
Passing away at 48 years old in 1951 in the hometown in 1903
In the happy prime time
The college days, I was boarding at the old house of the Ms. in Nakai station in Seibu Shinjuku line residence nearly several years after death of the Ms..
Now, old residence of the Ms. becomes " the Fumiko Hayashi literary house ".
It thinks that I want to learn the posture which doesn't temporize in the absurd world not to sell the flattery ( the flattery ) of the Ms. to.
The appearance of the celebrity writer of the personal danger of the government and extremely
As for attracting attention, the Ms. seems to want to be told that it does " the personal novelist in the government " around the early stages, but も at present, there is " the personal novelist in the government " as usual.
Even if I don't say, it is the one and it is the person who is made a celebrity.
Moreover, swindled, or it is done, it rises to the bestseller writer and most of the readers become the novelist who is upstart to the troublesome thing.
It is scribbling the novel of flagrant celebrity by the anime feeling with the set of TMK and the sympathizer.
The one to have called the celebrity writer who can not write the daily life of the ordinary person in a look of the general public who doesn't have a name, too, is more appropriate.
It is called a true writer and a literary man about writing with the facile pen sharply from the viewpoint for the ordinary people and drawing rich life.
Moreover, it is resembling a state under the wartime 70 years before well by filming the dangerous one as it sided with the moviedom to TMK and the sympathizer by mobilizing of it all in the description of the anime feeling which the general public seems to read casually contrary to it and the subject.
Often imprudently in the prime time of the TV and so on, it mobilizes of the vulgar celebrity and so on all, it uses a skillful conversation by the SY technique and the essential thing is advertisement in the book of the own composition and so on.
That being filmed, too, looks forward to it
Moreover, as for aggravating a situation more, this writer becomes the management member of certain public media of the committee, too.
It seems that he sided with TMK of in question.
to be continued
① The divine wind commando: The special attack unit by the aircraft which was organized in the Japanese navy in the last years of the Second World War
It put everything into the aircraft carrier of the U.S. forces and so on from 1944 and it attacked.
② TUREZUREGUSA: It was written from 1330 to 1331 by Japanese essayist, Kennkou Yosida .
At the person in the ancient city and Kyoto, he was a poet and the chief priest of a Shinto shrine.
Based on the sense of mortality having to do with Buddhism, it had and it freely lacked the scholarship which is rich in a wide range of phenomena of the nature, the life and the society.
