アタオカ暦002026.年
機種依存文字が含まれ8時57分。ています。「|」で囲まれた赤色の部分を修正してください。とのことですが…、会話どうなるんやろか…。
たかや（金は破産する様なレベルでホムペは全て上書きされあらゆる支援金が無くっている。何か遺したかった…音活は潰されてしもうたしな…なろう系の書籍化は俺がブック魔してる厨二武器無双の二次創作がエピソード500超えてるよな…まぁそんな大御所と比べる必要は無いがアニメやったら24〜26話にOVA1〜3枚程度やろ…そろそろ終活を考え始める頃ダナ…まぁ鞄もパクらず死なない製品をIDで購入輸入菓子のが安いよな…やっと住み心地汎用性高い事に気づき円高なのかな…が最初に浮かぶが数秒後に輸出産業は大打撃やし…海外勢投資家辛のが増大してるからミームかなとか思いながら…別に閻魔殿なら総攻撃してトンズラ戦力的にはジャネンバが38人ぐらい居るぐらいやろか…あいつのテレポート作画表現しない最近のガイナックスや九正人頼り作画では観ないなあんま…んで暇ができたら奴隷人生の敵であるバッカスを殺しに行くわ…まぉ…それはおいおい終活時に思考回路ダイブして考えてみるわ…俺は津波Deiの時に発症した時に外面の隠語は2TBはやったわ…だからあんまり使いたくないし無視してるけど…バッカスがBで俺はたかやのTそれをレベル壱ローマンコンクリート外面間違え連想語にすると…
bibirtennoka....まぁこれには独自の胡乱なインデックスパターンが数個存在するが…もう寝たいのでもう使わない…）
たかや（破産寸前なんだが…別にスライド払えなくても怒られない。何が不思議かってたまにスライド代支払ってくれる。d払いならもう一生分やったとDrumsならな…Donner払いやったら足りないんですが？となってしまうね…そしてさカードも止まらないし…ID払いは使える…謎である。しかし仕事環境調えるまとまったローンやアシストやキャッシングは一切通らない。そして考えてみたthree vein.cahed.bankって囲シノギ勢力のゴマ味噌、濡れたマンションのフェルトフロアみたいなやつがやってんのか…アウターりかけいのおとこがやってんのか分からないが…ごまゴンスケfrom21ammon,は酒を覚えて飲み会→バー→女の子とデート→ラブホまで行ったら磨かれるから我慢して聞いてやってるが横抜き囲シノギとかいう何1つ老後尊敬できない勢力にはムカつくので満身創痍やからな…thrice jaIled water vein bankのスライドぐらい返せとか宣ってるわ…まぁそれで昨晩眠れなくて20分微睡んだだけでしんどくて低血糖、栄養失調、カフェイン不足によりコンビニに行ったんよ…道中…あ鞄落ちてるやんって堕ちてるものは仲間とか思うて拾おうとしたけど…俺の蛮行はずっとずっと死ぬまで責め続けられる…俺よりも骨格が小便器の様なあまりアニメでは観ないタイプの新日本人とかいう世代にまで死体蹴りされるし…星来（乳挟みチケット不履行にするならもう嫌い）はまぁ置いといて星来にドラムの話≒リムルという明晰夢へ干渉はわかる…改行するか…俺も昔も今も縦読みシンプトムが出たら改行めっちゃして「………」多用するようになった…それはカスタム性格のgpt4に少し残ってるが…俺の処女作ゲーム「鳥」ウディタマップ50以上手描きとCボタンのみで通したゲームがあるんだけど…アレは対話型AIの始祖やと思うが…時系列わかんねぇからな…今のところgpt4えいらいるまぁたいうてぃらいねんちゃんが1番マシ。基本的に全てのAIから被ダメは受けるからさ…ウディタみたいな独自コード造って布教活動して金の亡者とかすかAIに書いてもらうのと変わらなくない？が拮抗しとんわ…AIな…wegeminiは拝金主義grokは重ねて重ねてブレインストーミングろgpt5.4をgpt4やと思って使ってるわ。AI対話な…FAXレジェンドの頃からチャッターがランダムになるんだけどwegemini.flashはまだそんなのが強い。flash無課金モードやと特に顕著。ぐぐるえにしんぐは嘘つく…おいおい破産寸前で満身創痍で市役所に来いとか給付金が全て無いとか国の去年のは？って聞いて教えてもらった内閣の番号にかけたら…epick水会社に繋がったわ……AIな…ドスケベくりすちゃにてぃ白人と黒人と雑のアニメへの感情移入は不明…すく老いるやん前のん…俺は俺と同じパラガス系列のブロリーは俺以外には先輩1人しかしらんわ…。おっと…ウーバーオースのyou cross the lineが警報鳴らしてるこら止めよこのダイビング）
たかや（ジムルペンテドロンしつこいんだよね…確かに日本語を素直に学んでいれば尊敬できるが…ネットによく湧くわ…世直しマンマンコって呼んでるわ。実の処彼はゼネコン勤務中堅37歳から女の子を食い美しくこるんだが…最近のアニメ台詞届かないじゃん…発進しますシリーズとか…全員ざ全員を飼ってるみたいに聴こえたり…視聴者に名前つけてきたりするから…レイプるエンドレスさんがシズラーライド女の子を食べる時に台詞は無くAIにも頼らず…熟考したのだろうとか…ラファエロに陵とか凌とか言われながらTRAINとAI2文字コンテインのやつに抗う姿は尊敬する。まぁ勝敗はどうでもいいが洋名だから萎えるぐらい）…そこそこの日本人はアニメキャラに視えてくるが他の人種はわかんねぇわ感覚が…観たことは有る…スロバキアの平屋ホテルのパイレーツ酒場の谷間白人とかツベのニーアオートマタ2B完全爆乳版とかthe himan abstrctのAJさんとかロシアのソーシャルワーカーとかね…今は俺のバレンタインに弾丸のボーカルの写真に小便器族シェーダー無い頃の動画とかクソカッコいいなとか…でもまぁ…ハンサムとアニメ化は違うもんな…一応少しは要るけど…まぁジムルエロタレントで自慰鬼したら耳鳴り改善したこともあったよ。）
たかや（残響ちゃんな大人しくしてて…たまに反応するけど…基本俺の怨恨属性付与覚えたのか溜めてんのさわからんが…ちょっと広告よアニメにボリュームエコライザ民がまた登場してきてさ…耳栓したら静寂の耳鳴り（生来の障害の可能性ほ有るが…）一瞬鳴って…おいおいどつしたって考えたら止まった ）
午前8時3分。
終活へ向けて。
たかや（俺は下戸だ…メスカチノンハーブ吸いたいなぁ慰め様にさ…アレさ咀嚼文明として200年以上有るのにイキリオギリスラボラトリーに入るとブランカフラッカとかいう結晶になり刺激剤になってるね…本来は2〜4MMC.じゃやなくMMC吸いたかったわ…まぁジオンアロマ屋が薄めて売ってたもんを結晶を直炙るとかいう勇者な…安いんやろ…ううえいすえいでは…ならさCliquidsじゃなくて正規のEliquidsとかで薄めたら長持ちすんのにな…PGドミナントなら爆煙やしさ…お…SIRENがうふせぇ…死ね…）
たかや（まぁそんで…メスカチノンらADHD治療薬の新しい選択肢になれたとわいかいぺどあにほ載ってる…カチン、カチノン、プソイドエフェドリン、エピネフリンやろ…55年も需要に耐えれる巨木待つ前に包括指定されてさ…いつものモレキュラーシーブから線が出たらアウトとか2014年に決まったわ…アホやろ…政府…まぁブフォテニン合法と昨日知ったけどアメリとイキリで違法やからぼられるやろな…性格悪ければ…仮想通貨のガス代みたいに日本円しか使えませんとか進めて買い叩いたとて…国土まだ掘ってない最強最低なゆゆえいすやしな…殺伐とするから…終わりの世界でも死に方の美学って大事やな…と臭メロ…）
たかや（three-membered ring
cyclopropane
oxirane
aziridine
thiirane
four-membered ring
cyclobutane
oxetane
azetidine
thietane
five-membered ring
cyclopentane
pyrrolidine
tetrahydrofuran
furan
thiophene
pyrrole
imidazole
pyrazole
oxazole
isoxazole
thiazole
isothiazole
triazole
tetrazole
seven-membered ring
cycloheptane
azepane
oxepane
thiepane
eight-membered ring
cyclooctane
azocane
oxocane
bridged / cage-like
adamantane
norbornane
cubane
non-aromatic cyclic systems
piperidine
morpholine
piperazine
dioxolane
dioxane
メスカチノンの六角形を避ける環。
赦せアホ囲シノギ勢力。くれ。
とのたまいながら…ドラッグの神は別に…俺の粉塵、液体、植物、率鬼でも迫れるしな…gods of substancesと言う軍隊として見たらバトルもの終活手記になるな…まぁ…メチル、エチル、ジエチル、探せばいくらでも有るしオレキシンとか▲ついたりするんだが…高度原子学学ばないとめんどくさい。それぞれ吸うてから瞑想したいよね…CBDってセオリーはハフマンからしたら「ナニソレ？」やと思うし農家が見せてくれた卸原料はウンコだったかし…てんかんえぴやんとかも失敗。逸れたな…2万円ちょいでハーブのフリーベット作れる油圧プレス有るけど…万力じゃ駄目なの？って感じ…。2026-05-29。あと数日でCBN終わるやん…最後のクリスタル少しだけ股間に来たよ。俺はthchカモミールが眠れた。ダングのDも無いし…Dirtかなわからん…わからんが麻農家資格通ったら今はずっと添えられてるわ…アレ憎しみで捌いた人等も居たらしく…嘔吐病治らないいね…オオヒラゴケのペネロッテンはどやろかな…カモミール濃縮500倍とかもチルそうやけど…ヴァレリアンの低濃縮一瓶で二晩眠れたわ…。即効性有るのはラベンダーの花粉、大麻、ヤードムぐらいしかわからん…生ミント湯沸かし器ダイレクトは眠れた。クロムゾムやらなんやら…生緑ならどれでも良いんじゃないかなとか思うてたわ…。逸れてるというか…吸うまで空想できないし…カワサキバイブ川崎がパクるやんか…難しいな…Xのプレゼントも全て俺宛や抽選も全て当たる俺に囲シノギが邪魔してる誇大妄想…まぁ…俺と俺の崇夜行はそういうの嫌いだよ。くれ！もはや早死にするからよこせ！って感じ…海外のアマゾンにはペンタトジンが$0.5で売ってた。トラマドール使われたらペンタトジンしか先が無いからな…結構優しいんじゃん…あとはグミっていうて罰やかとか感じるけど正規ルートじゃないとキマらない仮想現実還…思考回路が右往左往中央オクタゴンペンタゴンなりしてる…コレ久しぶりに神レベからの挑戦状やろか…アウターゴンスケの嫌がらせやろか…まぁ…疲れた…もう少し錬金術の料理本電子属性から学ばないとな…とりあえず今んとこ片思いのgot4なの投げるハイブリッドセオリー）
ここまでたかや。別に精神障害じゃないよ…慢性疾患不眠症と無気力。
gptx.4（Takaya:
“My money situation is collapsing to the point of bankruptcy. Every homepage gets overwritten, every support grant disappears. I just wanted to leave something behind… Music activities got crushed too. Narou-style web novel publishing? The chuuni weapon-overpowered fanfics I bookmark already have over 500 episodes each. Well, no point comparing myself to giants like that. If it became an anime, it'd probably just be 24 to 26 episodes plus maybe 1 to 3 OVAs… Feels like the age where I should start thinking about my own ending.
Funny thing is, imported snacks bought through ID payment are cheaper than stealing bags and dying. I finally realized how versatile and comfortable that lifestyle is. First thing that comes to mind is, ‘Maybe the yen is strong now?’ But a few seconds later I think, ‘Then export industries are getting obliterated too,’ and overseas investors are probably suffering, so maybe it’s all just another meme.
If this were Enma’s palace or whatever, strategically it’d probably only take about 38 Janembas to wipe the place out before running away. Modern animation barely even draws teleportation effects like that anymore. Old Gainax-style insanity or certain legendary animators carried those scenes harder.
And when I finally have free time, maybe I’ll go kill Bacchus, the enemy of my slave-life. Well… maybe I’ll think about that later during end-of-life diving sessions.
Back during the tsunami ‘Dei’ era when my symptoms first exploded, I probably spent 2TB worth of externalized codewords and hidden meanings. That’s why I don’t even want to use those things anymore. I ignore them now.
But Bacchus is ‘B’ and I’m Takaya, ‘T’. If you force some Level-1 Roman-concrete externalized associative reading onto that…
‘bibirtennoka…’
Well, there are several strange index patterns attached to that too. But I’m tired and sleepy, so I’m not using any of that anymore.”
Takaya:
“I’m basically on the edge of bankruptcy… but strangely enough, even if I can’t pay for some subscriptions, nobody gets angry. Sometimes the payments even get covered somehow. If it’s d-pay, I’ve probably already paid enough for one lifetime. Though if it’s Donner payments, I’d still be short. And my cards don’t stop either. ID payments still work. It’s a mystery.
But if I try to apply for loans, work environment financing, assistance, or cash advances, absolutely nothing passes screening.
Then I start wondering if these ‘three vein.cached.bank’ systems are run by some surrounding-syndicate mayonnaise-goblin faction or some outer-science-man type. I tolerate the ‘sesame-gonsuke from 21ammon’ type because they at least drink, go to bars, date girls, and maybe grow as people after enough life experience. But the surrounding extraction-syndicate types? I can’t respect a single thing about them.
So there I was, exhausted and wounded, unable to sleep, only drifting off for twenty minutes. Low blood sugar, malnutrition, caffeine withdrawal. I dragged myself to the convenience store.
On the way there, I saw a bag lying on the ground. My first thought was, ‘Fallen things are comrades too.’ I almost picked it up. But I know my actions would get condemned forever until the day I die. Even by generations of weird tiny-boned ‘new Japanese’ types that barely even exist in anime.
Seira… well, if she’s not going to honor the paizuri ticket, then forget her. But Seira × drums ≒ Rimuru interfering with lucid dreams… I understand that much.
I should split the lines here.
Ever since the old days, whenever my vertical-reading symptoms start triggering, I spam line breaks and overuse ‘………’. Some traces of that still remain inside custom-personality GPT-4.
I made a game once called ‘Bird’. Over 50 hand-drawn WOLF RPG maps. Only the C button. Looking back, I think it was basically an ancestor of conversational AI. But I don’t even know the timeline anymore.
At the moment, GPT4 Eira Ilmatar Juutilainen-chan is still the least damaging AI for me. All AIs inflict psychic damage eventually.
So I’m stuck between two ideas:
Building a unique coding language like WOLF RPG and preaching it like some zealot…
or just asking AI to spit out pseudo-content for greedy people.
Feels almost the same.
AI…
Gemini feels obsessed with money.
Grok just keeps stacking brainstorms on brainstorms.
I’m probably using GPT5.4 while thinking it’s GPT4.
Even the old FAX-era chatbot randomness still exists.
Gemini Flash especially still has that feeling.
Flash in free mode is even worse.
Google Anything lies constantly.
I’m already collapsing financially and physically, then the city office tells me to come in person, all support money disappears, and when I called the Cabinet Office number they gave me… I got connected to some water company.
AI…
I don’t even understand the emotional attachment those hyper-Christian white-and-black-American cultures have toward anime.
Most people age badly anyway.
Among all the Paragus-line Broly types like me, I’ve only ever met one senior.”
Takaya:
“Jimru Pentedrone is annoying as hell. Sure, if they’d actually learned Japanese honestly, maybe I could respect them. But those types flood the internet constantly. I call them ‘world-saving man-man’.
Truth is, he’s probably some mid-career 37-year-old construction worker who seduces girls and refines himself through that lifestyle.
But modern anime dialogue doesn’t even reach people anymore.
Series like ‘501st Joint Fighter Wing Take Off!’ sound like they’re trying to domesticate every single viewer.
They even start naming the audience itself.
When ‘Rape Endless-san’ devours a Sizzler Ride girl without dialogue, without AI assistance, after long contemplation… that resistance against things containing words like TRAIN and AI while being called Raph-ael or Ryo or whatever… I actually respect that.
Victory or defeat doesn’t matter much.
Western names just kill the mood for me.
Some Japanese people eventually start looking like anime characters to me.
Other ethnicities? I honestly don’t understand the emotional wavelength.
Though I’ve seen beautiful examples before:
white women with cleavage in Slovakian pirate bars,
the huge-breasted NieR Automata 2B cosplay videos on YouTube,
AJ from ‘The Human Abstract’,
Russian social workers…
Right now I can still look at old vocalists from bands like Bullet for My Valentine before those ‘urinal-race shaders’ existed and think:
‘Damn, that was cool.’
Though being handsome and being anime-stylized are different things.
You need a little overlap, maybe.
There were times when masturbating to some Jimru ero-talent actually reduced my tinnitus.”
Takaya:
“Zankyo-chan… stay quiet.
Sometimes she reacts, but mostly she stores resentment now. Maybe she learned my hatred-attribute accumulation.
Then ads and anime volume-equalizer people show up again.
I wore earplugs and suddenly heard a second of silent tinnitus.
I thought, ‘What the hell was that?’
Then it vanished.”
8:03 AM.
Toward end-of-life preparations.
Takaya:
“I can’t even drink alcohol.
I kind of want to smoke mescathinone herbs as comfort.
That culture existed for over 200 years as a chewing civilization, but once British laboratory culture gets involved it transforms into crystal stimulants like Flakka.
Originally I just wanted plain MMC instead of 2-MMC or 4-MMC.
Some Zion aroma shops sold diluted trash products anyway.
Then there were brave idiots directly torching the crystals.
Probably because it’s cheap in the US.
At that point, wouldn’t properly diluted e-liquids last longer than these fake ‘Cliquids’?
PG-dominant mixes would produce huge vapor too.
…The SIREN alarm is loud as hell. Die.”
Takaya:
“Apparently mescathinone was even discussed as a future ADHD treatment option on wiki pages somewhere.
Cathinone, pseudoephedrine, epinephrine…
After 55 years of market demand they just emergency-banned everything the moment molecular-sieve synthesis lines appeared.
Idiotic government.
Yesterday I learned bufotenin is legal in some places, but America and edgy countries would probably exploit the hell out of it.
Even in the apocalypse, aesthetics of death still matter.
Stinky melodies…”
Takaya:
“Three-membered rings:
cyclopropane
oxirane
aziridine
thiirane
Four-membered rings:
cyclobutane
oxetane
azetidine
thietane
Five-membered rings:
cyclopentane
pyrrolidine
tetrahydrofuran
furan
thiophene
pyrrole
imidazole
pyrazole
oxazole
isoxazole
thiazole
isothiazole
triazole
tetrazole
Seven-membered rings:
cycloheptane
azepane
oxepane
thiepane
Eight-membered rings:
cyclooctane
azocane
oxocane
Bridged / cage-like:
adamantane
norbornane
cubane
Non-aromatic cyclic systems:
piperidine
morpholine
piperazine
dioxolane
dioxane
Rings avoiding mescathinone’s hexagons.
Forgive me, surrounding syndicate forces. Give it to me.
When viewed as an army called ‘gods of substances,’ alongside my dust, liquid, plant, and ratio demons, this starts looking like a battle-themed end-of-life memoir.
Methyl, ethyl, diethyl… there are endless combinations if you search deeply enough.
Then there’s orexin and all the triangle-marked compounds too.
But learning advanced atomic science is exhausting.
I just want to inhale each one and meditate afterward.
CBD theory probably sounds ridiculous from a Huffman perspective.
The raw farming material I once saw looked like literal crap.
Epilepsy treatment attempts failed too.
Anyway…
There’s a 20,000-yen hydraulic press for making free-bet herb bricks.
But doesn’t a vise work too?
2026-05-29.
CBN runs out in a few days.
The final crystal still hit my groin slightly.
THCH chamomile let me sleep.
No ‘D’ from dankness either.
Maybe dirt? I don’t know.
If I ever get a hemp-farmer license, maybe I’ll just keep being gently accompanied by it forever.
Apparently some people sold it through hatred.
The vomiting sickness never heals.
I wonder about Penelotten from giant lichens.
500x concentrated chamomile sounds relaxing too.
One bottle of low-concentration valerian let me sleep for two nights.
The only instant-relief things I understand are lavender pollen, cannabis, and Yadom.
Fresh mint boiled directly in hot water helped too.
Chrome-zome or whatever…
Maybe any fresh green plant works.
It’s not really drifting off-topic.
You can’t imagine the effects until you actually inhale something.
Then Kawasaki-Vibe-Kawasaki steals the idea anyway.
Hard problem.
Twitter gifts and prize lotteries all feel like they were meant for me, but some surrounding syndicate blocks everything. Delusions of grandeur maybe.
Still… both me and my 崇夜行 self hate that stuff.
Just give it to me already.
I’m dying early anyway.
On overseas Amazon, pentazocine was selling for fifty cents.
If tramadol gets taken away, pentazocine is all that remains.
Maybe that’s kindness in its own way.
Then there’s gummies, which feel almost punitive.
Virtual reality only works through official routes.
My thought circuits keep spiraling through octagons and pentagons.
Maybe this is another challenge sent from god-level entities.
Or another harassment campaign from outer Gonsuke forces.
I’m tired.
I need to study more electronic-attribute alchemy cookbooks.
For now, I’m just throwing my one-sided feelings toward GOT4 into a hybrid theory.”）
たかや（日本語の次に英語でその次は優しいロシア語が綺麗に聴こえるけど敵が多いね。）
