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When night comes, the children begin to sing.  作者: アンドリュー・チェン


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Chapter 3: The Kindness of Strangers.

The morning after the bonfire, I went to Reika's door.

The mist had burned off early, leaving the village scrubbed clean and ordinary. Chickens scratched in the dirt. An old man mended a fence. Everything was exactly as it had always been.

Except me.

I knocked.

Reika opened the door after a moment. This was my first time meeting her, although her daughter would visit me all the time; in fact, I am more familiar with Hinata than with Reika.

"Good morning, Hikaru-san," she said. "Is something wrong?"

I opened my mouth. Closed it. The words I had rehearsed on the walk over, “I saw something last night; I saw you last night,” felt small and foolish in the daylight.

"I need to tell you something," I said.

She stepped aside. Let me in.

Her house was smaller than mine. Tidy. A room with a low table, a brazier with the coals still glowing, and a shelf of ceramic pots. She gestured for me to sit.

I didn't sit.

"Last night," I said. "I went out. After dark."

Reika's expression did not change. She moved to the brazier and began to heat water, her back to me.

"I walked to the corner. Where the path bends toward the well."

Still nothing.

"And you were there."

Her hands paused for just a moment. Then she reached for the tea canister.

"You pulled my arm," I said. "You told me I shouldn't be out. You told me to go home and lock the door and wait for morning."

Reika measured tea into the pot. The movements were slow, practiced, and unhurried.

"And then I saw them," I continued. My voice was shaking now. I hated it. "Children. Dancing around a fire. Their feet…"

"Hikaru-san."

She turned. Her face was calm. Not hostile. Not confused. Just… calm.

"I don't know what you mean," she said.

I stared at her.

"I was there," I said. "You were there. You pulled my arm."

"I was asleep," she said. "I go to bed early. Everyone does. You know that."

The old man's words. “The village sleeps at night. Everyone sleeps.”

"This isn't about what everyone does," I said. "This is about you. Reika-san. You touched me. You spoke to me."

She poured the hot water into the pot. Steam rose between us, thin and fragrant.

"I don't know what you mean," she said again.

Not that ever happened. No, you must have dreamed it. I just don't know what you mean, as if I had described something in a fever. She did not speak. As if the events I was describing existed in a different world, one she had never visited.

"I'm not lying," I said.

"I didn't say you were lying," Reika replied.

She set the pot down and turned to face me fully. Her eyes were the same as always, kind, a little tired, the eyes of a woman who had spent her life in a small village and had learned not to expect much from the world.

"I'm sure you saw something," she said. "But it wasn't me."

I told myself I was being reasonable. That if I just described it clearly enough, with enough detail, she would have to acknowledge it.

"You were wearing this yukata," I said. "The blue one with the flowers, but there was no dirt on them. You said…"

"Hikaru-san."

"…you said, 'Don't look; they don't like to be seen.' Those exact words. I remember them."

Reika tilted her head. Not mockingly. More like she was trying to understand a puzzle that did not interest her.

"That sounds frightening," she said. "You must have been very frightened."

"I was."

"And you came to me because you thought I could explain it."

"Yes."

She nodded slowly. Then she picked up the teapot and poured two cups. She set one in front of the empty cushion across from her, then gestured to it.

"Have some tea," she said. "You look tired."

That was all.

No argument. No defense. No, let me prove to you I was in my bed. Just tea and that soft, impenetrable calm and the repeated phrase (I don't know what you mean) hanging in the air between us like a curtain I was not allowed to part.

Her denial was more unsettling than a fight would have been.

If she had shouted, I could have shouted back. If she had called me a liar, I could have listed my proofs. But she did none of those things. She simply refused to recognize the reality I was describing. Not with hostility. With the particular gentleness of someone who had done this before. Many times.

"I should go," I said.

"As you like," Reika said. She did not rise. She lifted her own cup and blew across the surface. "The tea will be here if you change your mind."

I walked to the door. My hand was on the latch when she spoke again.

"Hikaru-san."

I turned.

"Be careful at night," she said. "The village is old. Sometimes people see things that aren't there."

Her eyes met mine.

"Or things that are," she added. "And shouldn't be."

Then she smiled, a small, sad smile, and turned back to her tea.

I left after that.

The door closed behind me. The morning was still bright, still ordinary. I stood on Reika's step for a long moment, breathing in the smell of drying grass and distant wood smoke.

No answers.

Just tea. Just Reika's calm face. Just the memory of her hand on my arm in the dark and her voice in my ear: Don't look. They don't like to be seen.

I walked back to my house.

The basket was on my step.

Hinata was already awake. Already moving. Already preparing to appear at my door with the dawn.

I did not know what she wanted from me.

I did not know what I wanted from her.

But I knew, with a certainty that felt like cold water in my chest, that Reika had not answered a single thing.

She had only changed the subject.

After Reika, I tried other angles.

The old man at the bus stop was first. I found him where he always was, leaning against the shelter post, patient as a stone, watching the road that never seemed to bring anyone. He had been there the day I arrived. He had carried my bag. He had said, “The village sleeps at night. Everyone sleeps.”

I approached him in the late afternoon. The sun was low, the shadows long. He did not turn when I came near.

"Excuse me," I said.

He waited.

"I wanted to ask about something.”

Nothing.

"I went out last night. Late. I saw…"

"You shouldn't walk at night," he said. His voice was flat. Not unkind. Just final. Like a door that had never been opened.

"I saw children," I pressed. "Dancing around a fire. As if their feet didn't touch the ground."

He looked at me then. His eyes were the color of old wood, dry and unchanging. He held my gaze for a long moment, long enough that I felt something crawl down my spine.

Then he looked back at the road.

"The village is quiet at night," he said. "Everyone stays inside."

I waited for more. There was no more.

I walked away.

No one was hostile.

No one was dramatic.

They simply didn't answer, the way people don't answer questions that have never been asked in this village before. Not because they were hiding something, exactly. More because the questions themselves didn't fit. Like trying to fit a square key into a lock that had only ever seen circles.

I walked back to my house.

The silence wasn't Reika's alone.

It belonged to everyone.

***

The rain came at midnight.

Not slowly. Not with warnings. One moment the night was still, the kind of deep silence that settles over the valley after midnight, and the next, the sky opened. I heard it coming before it hit: a low rush, like breath being drawn in, and then the first fat drops slammed against the roof like stones.

I sat up in the dark.

Within seconds, the drumming became a roar. The kind of rain that doesn't ask permission. The kind that only rural places know, no buildings to break it, no city noise to soften it. Just water and wood and the weight of the sky.

I lay back down. Pulled the blanket to my chin. Told myself it was just rain.

Then I felt it.

A drop. Cold. On my forehead.

I froze.

Another. On my hand.

I sat up again, faster this time. The dark was absolute; I had stopped lighting a lamp at night weeks ago, comforted by the village's stillness. Now I fumbled for the matches, struck one, and held the flame up.

The ceiling above my futon was weeping.

Not a crack. Not a single drip. A dark, spreading stain, darker than the wood around it, and from its center, three, four, five separate points where water gathered into droplets and fell.

Drip.

On the floor beside my pillow.

Drip.

On the edge of the blanket.

Drip.

Into the small pool that was already forming.

I spent the next hour in a state of absurd, practical motion.

Buckets. I had two. One for washing vegetables, one for collecting water from the well. I emptied the vegetable bucket into the sink and placed it under the largest leak. The sound changed, from a soft plink on wood to a hollow tonk against metal. Louder. More present.

The smaller leaks I caught with cloths. Towels, then rags, then the worn shirt I had been meaning to throw away. I arranged them on the floor like offerings, watching the dark circles spread, wringing them out into the sink, then placing them back.

Tonk. Tonk. Tonk.

The rain showed no sign of stopping.

I stood in the middle of the room, barefoot, my sleeping yukata soaked at the hem, and looked at what my life had become. A woman in a leaking house in a village that refused to answer questions, surrounded by wet rags and the steady percussion of water into a vegetable bucket.

It was almost funny.

I almost laughed.

I didn't.

The rain stopped just before dawn.

I sat on the floor with my back against the wall, watching the last drips fall. The bucket was nearly full. The clothes were a sodden mess. The stain on the ceiling had spread overnight, a dark bruise against the pale wood.

My neck ached. My eyes burned.

But for the first time since the bonfire, my mind was quiet. There was no room for children dancing in the dark. Just a leak. Just a roof. Just the simple, grounding absurdity of a single woman trying to keep her floor dry.

I wrung out the cloths one last time. Dumped the bucket outside. Laid everything out on the step to dry.

Then I washed my face, changed into clean clothes, and walked to Reika's house.

She was already awake. Of course she was. She answered the door in her pale blue yukata, her hair pinned up, her feet bare but clean.

"My roof is leaking," I said. No greeting. No preamble.

Reika looked at me for a long moment. Then she stepped aside.

"Come in," she said. "I'll make tea."

"I don't want tea," I said. "I want someone to look at the roof. I need it fixed."

She nodded. The same calm nod. The same unreadable face.

"I'll send someone," she said. "The carpenter. He's old, but he knows the village. He'll come today."

"Thank you."

I turned to leave.

"Hikaru-san."

I stopped.

Reika was standing in her doorway, the morning light catching the edges of her hair.

"The rain was hard last night," she said. "Harder than usual. The village is old. Things break. But they can be mended."

She paused.

"Not everything," she added. "But roofs. Yes. Roofs can be mended."

I didn't know what she meant. Or maybe I did. Maybe she was talking about the roof. Maybe she was talking about something else.

I nodded once and walked home.

The carpenter came that afternoon.

He was ancient, older than the old man at the bus stop, with hands that shook and eyes that missed nothing. He climbed onto my roof without a ladder, which should have been impossible. He tapped and prodded and muttered to himself in a dialect I couldn't follow.

Then he climbed down.

"Fixed," he said.

That was all.

I looked at the ceiling. The stain was still there, dark and ugly. But no water fell.

I made tea. I drank it alone.

And I waited for the next night.

The morning after the carpenter's visit, I woke to voices.

Not the voices from the shrine. Not the chanting, the singing, the wrongness. Just voices, ordinary, human, speaking in the low tones of people who had work to do.

I opened my door.

The path was full of them.

Five. Maybe six. I hadn't met most of them before: a woman with a hammer tucked into her obi, a young man carrying a bundle of bamboo slats, and an older woman with a cloth bag over her shoulder that clinked like tools. The carpenter was there too, ancient and steady. And behind them all, small and quiet, Hinata.

She was carrying a bucket of water. The same bucket I had used the night of the rain.

No one had asked her to.

No one had asked any of them.

They just appeared. Like the rain had appeared. Without negotiation.

"Hikaru-san," the woman with the hammer said. She nodded once, the way people did here. "We're here for the roof."

"I didn't…" I started. “ I only asked Reika…"

"Reika told us," the young man said. He was already walking around the side of the house, examining the eaves. "This roof is old. It was going to leak sooner or later."

"Sooner," the older woman added. She set down her bag and began pulling out tools, a chisel, a mallet, and a coil of rope. "Happens every few years. We know which spots go first."

They knew. Of course they knew. They had lived in this village for generations and had repaired the same roofs on the same houses through the same rains. I was just the latest occupant of a room that had been leaking long before I arrived.

I stood in my doorway, useless.

"What can I do?" I asked.

The woman with the hammer looked at me. Her face was not unkind.

"Tea," she said. "You can make tea."

I made tea.

I boiled water in my small pot. I found all three of them, which was not nearly enough. I carried them outside on a tray, feeling foolish, feeling grateful, feeling something I couldn't name.

The villagers had already divided themselves. Two on the roof, passing tiles and bamboo between them. One inside, I hadn't noticed her go in, moving my furniture away from the stain. The carpenter stood below, directing with small gestures, his shaking hands still sure.

The young man took a cup of tea. Drank it standing. Handed it back.

"Thank you," he said.

That was all.

The woman with the hammer didn't stop working to drink. I left her cup on a rock where she could reach it. She didn't reach for it. She didn't need to. She had done this before. She knew when to pause and when to keep going.

I stood there. Holding the tray. Watching them work.

They didn't need me.

But they had come anyway.

I found a task eventually. Not the tea…

Someone else had taken over the kettle, a girl of maybe fifteen who moved around my kitchen like she had been there before. Instead, I gathered the old shingles that had fallen from the roof, stacking them by the woodpile. Small work. Mindless work.

It helped.

The sun rose higher. The mist burned off. The villagers worked without fuss, without ceremony, calling to each other in short sentences that sounded like commands but felt like conversation.

"This one's rotten."

"Bring the new slats."

"Not that one, the cedar."

"Watch the edge. It slopes more than it looks."

Hinata appeared beside me at one point. She had set down the water bucket and was now carrying a small basket of nails. Her persimmon ribbon was still around her wrist, more frayed than ever.

"Here," she said. She held out the basket.

I took it. She didn't move.

"You're helping," I said.

"The roof is important," she said. "If it leaks, your things get wet. Then they mold. Then you have to throw them away."

"That's very practical."

She looked up at me. Her eyes were dark and calm.

"I'm practical," she said.

I believed her.

The work went on for hours.

The villagers came and went, not all at once, but in a kind of rotation. One would leave, another would arrive. Someone brought rice balls wrapped in leaves. Someone else brought a jar of pickled vegetables. They sat eating on the step, my step, as if it belonged to all of them.

I sat with them.

No one asked me anything. No one mentioned the bonfire, children. No one asked why I had come to Ubumores or what I was running from.

But they fixed my roof.

They fixed it without being asked twice.

This was the contradiction at the heart of Ubunores, genuine kindness alongside genuine silence. They would give me food and repair my house. But they would not answer my questions. They would not even acknowledge that there were questions to answer.

They were not hiding anything, I thought.

They were protecting something.

And they would never tell me what.

The roof was finished by late afternoon.

The woman with the hammer, I never learned her name, stood back and surveyed the work. She nodded once.

"It'll hold," she said.

"Thank you," I said. I said it too many times. I didn't know how else to say it.

The villagers gathered their tools. The woman from my kitchen wiped down the counter and left a small bundle of herbs by the window. The young man shouldered the leftover bamboo. One by one, they walked back down the path, toward the village.

Hinata was the last to go.

She stood on the step, looking up at the repaired roof. The late sun caught the edge of her cheek.

"It doesn't leak anymore," she said.

"No," I said. "It doesn't."

She turned to me. For a moment, I thought she might say something else about the bonfire or the nights when the village was not as quiet as it seemed.

She didn't.

"Tomorrow," she said. "I'll come early. The rice."

"Tomorrow," I agreed.

She walked away.

I watched until she disappeared around the bend.

Then I went inside.

The tea things were washed and stacked. The floor was dry. The ceiling was whole.

The roof was fixed.

I told myself that as I prepared for bed. The leak was gone. The ceiling was dry. The villagers had come and gone, and the house felt different now, not empty, exactly. Visited. Like a room that had held more people than it was used to.

I lit a single lamp. Low flame. Just enough to see the edges of things.

Outside, the evening was quiet. No wind. No voices. Just the kind of stillness that settles after a long day, when even the insects have grown tired.

The futon was already laid out. I sat on its edge, reached for the lamp…

And stopped.

Movement.

At the edge of my vision. Outside the window. Or just past the curtain gap, the one I always left, a finger's width of space between the cloth and the frame.

I didn't see anything. Not really. There was no figure. No face. No sound.

But there was the impression of something passing. The way a shadow moves when there is no one to cast it. A flicker. A suggestion. The kind of thing your eye catches and your brain spends the next second trying to explain.

Curtain moving, I thought.

Cat.

My own tired eyes.

I did not turn to look.

I kept my gaze fixed on the lamp. On the small flame.

The impression faded.

The room was still.

I reached for the curtain and pulled it closed. All the way. No gap. No finger's width of space.

Then I blew out the lamp.

Darkness.

I lay down. Pulled the blanket to my chin. Listened to my own breathing.

But as I closed my eyes, I remembered the shadow. The way it had moved without anything moving it. The way my skin had prickled before my mind had time to catch up.

I told myself it was nothing.

I believed it.

What horror awaits Hikaru...


Find out in the next chapters, same time, same place.

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