Give

I ask myself if I can make it easier if I give up everything, and I don't come back, and I'm desperate to deny everything, and I still have a body, so it's cruel.

It is not possible to let it run away from reality like a dream to continue to exist and to exist only in the dream but to live is a reality, and even if you run away to a dream, it is real. No change but the disappointment that does not change even if I give up, I think that it is impossible to run away other than to vanish oneself, and the hand of the salvation is not existence anywhere

I want to escape from the pain and suffering that comes with the denial, but the space is not found and accept the reality to give up and live to suffer more suffering than if you have nowhere to deal with living organisms Haven't proved heart of good etc