Chapter 54-1
The teacher's letter continues.
"The night that something went wrong between Ryosaku-kun and Minegishi-san, I became worried and called her home.
The person who answered the phone was her mother, Tokiko-san, and when I asked her how Mieko-san was doing, she told me in a strong tone.
"Mieko will be absent from school for a while!"
And then she hung up her phone.
I looked back at what I said and the way I worded it, wondering if I had said something rude to her, but... there was nothing that would make Tokiko-san angry.
...I was worried.
I blamed myself many times for letting Minegishi-san go home so dizzy, without even accompanying her.
Maybe Minegishi-san would have wandered onto the road and been hit by a car...
Ah...at that time, no matter how Minegishi-san reacted, I should have been by her side...
And even though the health teacher happened to be away, I couldn't stop thinking about how I should have stopped Minegishi-san from getting up from her bed in the nurse's room.
If I had done that, something sad wouldn't have happened between Ryosaku-kun and Minegishi-san...that's what I thought.
In this way, I am a timid, indecisive, helpless person when it comes to situations.
Both Ryosaku-kun and Minegishi-san trusted me and relied on me...but I'm still inexperienced as an "educator", and in reality, I'm a very weak person... "