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I Thought this world was Easier than my Deadline.  作者: アンドリュー・チェン


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Elsbeth: Homecoming. Part 2

The battlefield becomes silent as soon as my feet hit the burnt earth.

I feel their eyes on me. Dozens of them. Bandits, armed and bloodied, staring at the girl who dropped from the sky. For a single heartbeat, no one moves.

Then…

They charge.

The air changed.

It was the ink well.

From nowhere. In the air between the bandit and me, right there. Porcelain in black. narrow lip. floating.

And just like previously, the well released.

A stream of smooth, dark ink with a hint of starry blue flowed out the lip. Not a drop. Not a cautious flow. Like water from a spring that had been waiting for the earth to open, it poured steadily and confidently.

The ink twisted in my direction. It was aware of where I was. It was aware of my posture, form, and shoulder grip.

It gathered around me.

The idle-state armor reappeared, drifting and weightless, star particles floating in the deep blue. Just like previously. The same presence, the same flow, the same calm consciousness.

The first bandit reaches me. His sword arcs toward my shoulder.

The ink hardens.

At the exact point of impact, it becomes layered steel, dark and glistening, like Sode. The blade clangs against it and slides off. The bandit's eyes go wide.

I do not give him time to recover.

The ink flows back into liquid form as I move, ready for the next strike. Always watching. Always protecting.

I can see their faces.

The villagers are stunned, terrified, and in amazement. Their eyes widen. They are agape. Some people have let go of the things they were holding and their kids' hands.

I stare at these people, whom I've known all my life. the kids that I never get to play with.

I've changed.

And they are aware of it.

But I fight anyway.

I move through the chaos like ink on paper, fluid and intentional, leaving traces of myself everywhere.

A bandit charges at me from the left. My hand draws in the air, and an ice blade emerges from nowhere, solidifying just in time to meet his. Ice against steel. I push. He stumbles back.

Another one arrives from the right. I drew another magic circle. Ice shield, it emerges from my ink like a dark flower, deflecting his axe before it reaches my ribs. The ink absorbs the blow. Hardens. Protects.

Then…

More magic circles.

I do not plan them. I do not think about them. They simply happen, drawn by instinct, fueled by something deeper than conscious thought.

One circle ignites beneath a cluster of charging bandits. Ice erupts from the ground, freezing their feet in place. They scream, struggling against the frost that climbs their legs.

Another circle blazes with fire. I thrust my hand forward, and a wall of flame surges between the bandits and the fleeing villagers. They recoil. They hesitate. That hesitation costs them.

The wind answers my call. Arrows that should have found their mark are swept aside, redirected into the dirt. I hear them thud against the earth, harmlessly.

Earth traps the fleeing ones. The ground beneath them shifts, softens, and swallows their legs up to their knees. They struggle. They do not escape.

I do not stop.

I cannot stop.

My doll fights beside me, a silent companion that moves without command. It blocks an attack meant for my back. It darts between the legs of a bandit, tripping him just as he raises his blade. It drags an injured villager out of the path of a falling beam.

Without a word, we move as though sharing one mind.

I do not know when it started. I do not know how it works. But the doll and I are connected, threads of the same ink, pieces of the same whole.

It protects. I attack.

Together, we overwhelm the remaining bandits.

They fall. They scatter. They break.

The survivors flee into the forest, abandoning their wounded, their weapons, their pride. I watch them go. My hand is raised, a circle half-formed, ready to strike.

I let it fall.

It is enough.

The village is saved.

The ink well reappeared, and the ink flowed back into it from my body. And then it vanished. I stand in the village square, surrounded by the aftermath of battle.

Smoke rises from burning homes. The wounded cry out for help. The dead lie where they fell.

But the living, they are still here.

And I am still standing.

I look at my hands. My mother's blood still stained the letter tucked against my chest. My father's forge still burns in the distance. Roric's river stone is warm against my skin.

I came home.

And I was not too late.

For the first time, many villagers look at me with gratitude instead of fear.

I see it in their eyes as I walk through the square. The baker's wife, who once crossed the street to avoid me, now presses her hands together and bows her head. The old man who called me cursed now weeps as he thanks me for saving his granddaughter. Children who were taught to stay away from the "strange girl" now run toward me, their small hands reaching out to touch my robes as if I am something holy.

Some apologize. Their voices are rough with shame.

"We didn't understand."

"We were wrong about you."

"Please forgive us."

I do not know what to say. So I simply nod.

Some bow. Deeply. Formally. As if I am a noble lady or a visiting dignitary. It feels wrong. I am just Elsbeth. The girl who drew. The girl they whispered about.

Others simply smile. Warm. Open. As if the years of distance never happened.

But not everyone changes.

I notice them, the ones who linger at the edges of the crowd. The ones who do not meet my eyes. The ones who murmur behind their hands.

A handful still whisper that I am dangerous.

That a child blessed by the Fairy King can only bring disaster.

That my power will attract worse things than bandits.

That I should have stayed away.

I hear their words. The wind carries them to me like stray leaves.

I notice...

But I say nothing.

There is no point. Some wounds take longer to heal than others. Some fears are deeper than reason.

I let them whisper.

I have other things to focus on.

***

At home, Mother does not hesitate.

The moment I step through the door, she is there. Her arms wrap around me with a fierceness that steals my breath. She holds me like I might disappear. Like I am still the little girl who left for the Spire, small and uncertain.

I feel her tears against my cheek. I feel my own rising to meet them.

She does not speak. She does not need to.

Father stands behind her, his hands calloused and trembling. He looks at me with eyes that have seen too much, the fire, the blood, the chaos. And then, in a voice rough as forge smoke, he speaks.

"Welcome back."

Two words. Awkward. Honest. More than he has ever said to me.

I nod. I cannot find my voice.

Wilhelm bursts in, still covered in soot, and immediately launches into an excited recounting of everything I have missed. The new foal in the stable. The strange bird that nested in the chimney. The way Father finally fixed the roof that had leaked for five years.

He talks and talks, filling the silence, filling the space between us.

That evening, we share a quiet meal.

The table is smaller than I remember. The bread is simpler. But it is enough.

No grand speeches.

No tearful declarations.

Just the warmth of finally being together again.

For the first time since childhood...

I truly feel at home.

The following morning, I accompany Father and Wilhelm to the forge.

The familiar heat washes over me as I step through the door. The smell of metal and coal. The rhythm of hammers against steel. It has not changed. It will never change.

I sit in the same corner where I once watched silently as a little girl.

Only this time…

Father does not ignore me.

He glances at me between strokes of his hammer. A small nod. A flicker of something like pride.

He even asks for my opinion.

"Elsbeth, do you think this blade is balanced?"

I blink. Stare at him. He is serious.

I step forward. I look at the blade. I think about the weight, the length, the way it would feel in a hand.

"A little heavy on the tip," I say quietly. "Maybe take off a fraction of an inch."

He considers my words. Grunts. And adjusts his work accordingly.

The atmosphere is completely different.

I am not the invisible girl in the corner anymore. I am not the disappointment. I am not the burden.

I am his daughter. And he is listening.

As I watch them work…

My Echoes Sight awakens.

It does not show me images. It does not paint pictures before my eyes. It is not sight at all, it is feeling. Pure, unfiltered sensation that floods through me like water breaking through a dam.

The forge changes.

I feel the weight of a thousand hammer strikes. The vibrations travel through my bones, each one distinct and heavy. I feel the exhaustion in arms that are not mine. The ache in shoulders that have worked long past the point of collapse. The burning in muscles that refused to stop, even when every fiber screamed for rest.

And beneath that exhaustion…

I feel Father.

The way he hunched over the anvil long after the rest of the village had gone to sleep. The way he kept working, kept providing, kept fighting against a fate that seemed determined to break him. The way he never complained. The way he simply... endured.

I feel his love. Buried so deep he probably never recognized it himself. But it is there. In every strike. Every bead of sweat. Every night he came home with blistered hands and empty pockets and never once blamed me for the burden I had become.

The forge shimmers, and I feel Mother.

The clothes she mended until the fabric could no longer hold a stitch. The nights she lay awake, staring at the ceiling, worrying over a daughter she did not understand. A daughter whose power frightened her. Whose strangeness set her apart. Whose very existence invited whispers and stares.

But she never stopped. She never gave up. She loved me through the fear, through the confusion, through all the years I could not see it.

I feel her love like warmth spreading through my chest. Quiet. Steady. Unbreakable.

And then…

Wilhelm.

The way he trained harder than anyone else. The way he protected me when he thought no one was watching. The way he fought off bullies who called me cursed. The way he stood between me and the world, never once asking for gratitude.

I feel his determination. His fierce, stubborn refusal to let me face anything alone.

The feelings press against me from all sides. Every hammer strike leaves behind emotions. Every drop of sweat carries a story. The very air is thick with the weight of their sacrifices.

I feel it all.

And for the first time…

I truly understand.

The toll my existence has taken. The price my family paid. The love that never wavered, even when they did not know how to show it.

I feel it settle into my chest. Heavy and warm. A burden I never knew I carried, suddenly made visible.

I quietly smile.

The forge returns. Father is still working. Wilhelm is still talking.

But I see them differently now.

I see all of them.

And I am grateful.

Later, Mother asks me to buy bread and vegetables.

I happily walk through the lively market. The sun is warm on my face. The smell of fresh herbs and baked goods fills the air. People call out to me as I pass, greetings, smiles, friendly nods. A child waves at me from atop her father's shoulders. I wave back.

It feels almost normal.

Like I am just a girl running errands. Like the battle never happened. Like I never left.

Then…

My Echoes Vibration activates.

A strange pulse runs through my body. It starts in my chest and radiates outward, sending tremors through my bones. The world around me seems to shift, the colors bleeding at the edges.

Something is wrong.

Very wrong.

The bread falls from my hands. The vegetables scatter across the cobblestones. I do not stop to pick them up.

I run.

The vibrations guide me beyond the village.

Past the last cottage. Into the forest where the trees grow thick and the sunlight barely reaches.

I do not question where I am going. I simply follow.

The pulse leads me to an abandoned cave hidden among the rocks. The entrance is narrow, almost invisible, overgrown with moss and creeping vines. I would have walked past it a hundred times without noticing.

But the vibrations pull me forward.

***

After defeating the remaining bandits, I notice something strange.

The cave walls aren't natural.

Someone carved them long ago. I run my fingers over the surface and feel the marks, rough, uneven, made by hands that did not have proper tools. As if they were trying to preserve something before time erased it entirely.

My Echoes Vibration feels... different.

The earth here is older. Heavier. It carries a weight that presses against my senses like the pressure before a storm.

I take a breath. I step deeper.

The deeper I go, the older the paintings become.

Not beautiful. Not refined. They are primitive, charcoal and red ochre and white clay. Children could almost have drawn them.

They depict mountains that reach toward the sky. Rivers that wind through valleys. Stars scattered across a dark ceiling. Circles beneath the earth, drawn with careful, trembling hands.

The villagers probably believed they were ancient myths.

Nothing more.

Stories to tell by the fire. Warnings for children. Explanations for things no one could explain.

But as I look at them, I feel the weight of something more.

One wall shows an enormous serpent.

Its body coils beneath mountains. Its back supports forests. Its tail disappears beneath the sea where the painting ends, swallowed by a darkness that even ochre could not fill.

Small human figures kneel before it.

Some are praying. Their hands are raised, their faces upturned with expressions I cannot quite read.

Some are running away. Their bodies are stretched thin, frozen in mid-flight by the artist's hand.

Some are simply watching. Standing still. Waiting.

I stare at the serpent. Something about it feels familiar in a way I cannot name.

"What does this all mean… are they worshiping some ancient being."

The thought drifts through my mind.

I do not think any further.

I walk further.

Another chamber.

Another painting.

Not a serpent this time.

A turtle.

Its shell carries mountains. Its breath becomes rivers. Stars fall onto its back and remain there, glowing faintly in the ancient pigment.

Again…

Different people. Different era. Different interpretation.

I study the turtle. The same reverence. The same fear. The same desperate need to capture something that could not be contained.

"That's strange..." I murmur to myself.

"Why would they paint different creatures?"

This chamber has almost no paintings.

Only...

Thousands...

of tiny dots.

White. Gold. Blue.

Like stars scattered across a dark canvas.

They cover the walls, the ceiling, and the floor. They spiral and cluster and flow in patterns I almost understand but cannot quite grasp.

At the center of it all…

One enormous circle.

No body. No creature. No serpent or turtle or any shape I can recognize.

Bright light.

As if whoever painted it...

Could no longer describe what they saw.

I stand in the center of the chamber, surrounded by stars.

I place my hand on the wall.

For one heartbeat…

The dots seem to pulse.

Not physically.

In understanding.

I feel it. The same sleeping presence I sensed before. Not stronger. Not closer. Just... here. Waiting. Aware.

The ground beneath me trembles. The dots shimmer faintly, and for a moment, I see what the ancient artists saw.

Something vast. Something beyond comprehension.

And then it fades.

I pull my hand back. My heart is pounding.

***

I enter cautiously. The vibration grows stronger with each step.

Inside, the Echoes Vibration reveals presences concealed behind stone walls, tunnels, and hidden chambers. I feel them, dozens of figures moving in the darkness.

Bandits.

Waiting.

Preparing another attack.

I do not hesitate.

I defeat them one after another.

They pour from hidden passages, weapons raised, faces twisted with fury. They do not expect me. They do not know what I am.

I show them.

Ink flows from my hands. Blades form from nothing. My doll darts between their feet, tripping, distracting, and protecting.

They fall.

One by one.

Deep within the hideout waits the leader.

He is different from the others. Where they were desperate and wild, he is calm. His eyes are steady. His hands do not tremble.

The duel begins.

It is longer and far more difficult than the battle in the village. He is skilled. Experienced. He reads my movements before I make them. He counters my attacks with precision.

We both suffer injuries. I feel the sting of his blade across my arm. He staggers back from a blow to his ribs.

As I watch him fight…

My Echoes Sight activates again.

Fragments of another story flash before my eyes.

Not monsters. Not the Demon Lord. Not greed alone.

These people became bandits because they were driven from their homes by another force entirely.

I see it. Fleeting images. A village burning. Families fleeing. Children crying. Refugees turned raiders, desperate and broken.

The realization shakes me.

They are not evil. They are survivors. They chose the only path left to them.

Yet I cannot allow them to continue harming innocent people.

The battle reaches its climax.

We circle each other, breathing hard. His blade is steady. His eyes are calm. He does not fight like a desperate man. He fights like someone who has already lost everything and has nothing left to fear.

"You think you're saving them?" he snarls, dodging my strike. "You think they'll thank you? They'll fear you. They'll always fear you. You're not their savior. You're a monster."

His words cut deeper than his blade.

I press forward, ink flowing from my hands. A blade forms. I swing. He parries. The impact jars my arm.

"Look at yourself," he continues, voice low and mocking. "Look at what you've become. You're not human anymore. You're a weapon. A tool. And when they don't need you…"

He feints left, strikes right. I barely block in time.

"…they'll cast you out again."

I feel it.

The words burrow into my chest like splinters. They find the cracks I thought I had sealed. They pry at the wounds I thought had healed.

They remind me of every whisper. Every turned back. Every moment I stood alone in the village square, knowing they wished I would disappear.

My vision blurs. The ink around my arms surges—too fast, too wild. It ripples and writhes, no longer under my control. The forge of my emotions is molten, and I am pouring too much fuel into the fire.

"You're proving my point," he says, almost smiling as he watches my control slip. "Can you feel it? That power inside you? It's hungry. It wants to consume everything. Including you."

I lash out. A wave of ink explodes from my hand. He dodges, barely, but I am not thinking. I am not aiming. I am lost in the noise.

He's right.

The thought crashes through me. He's right about everything.

I feel the elemental forces stirring beneath my skin. The vessels inside me tremble. Opposing elements press against each other, and I am too weak to hold them apart. My skin prickles with the warning of what is about to happen. The same feeling I had in the village, the cracking, the splitting, the moment I almost tore myself apart.

I am losing control.

I am about to destroy everything.

And then…

"Elsbeth."

A voice.

Quiet. Steady. Unwavering.

"Elsbeth."

I know that voice. I have known it my entire life. It is the voice that sang me to sleep. The voice that scolded me when I was foolish. The voice that whispered my name in the dark when I was afraid.

Mother.

I see her face in my mind. Not as she is now, not tear-streaked and desperate. But as she was when I was small. Sitting beside my bed. Brushing my hair. Humming a tune about spring rains and harvest moons.

Her eyes were gentle then. They had not yet learned to be afraid of me.

"Elsbeth. Come back to me."

I feel it like a hand on my chest. Pushing gently. Pulling me away from the edge.

The ink slows. The elemental forces settle. The chaos recedes, and in its place…

Clarity.

I am not a monster. I am not a weapon. I am not what he says I am.

I am Elsbeth. I am the girl who left the village. The girl who learned to balance. The girl who came home to protect the people she loves.

My eyes focus. My grip tightens on the ink blade in my hand.

The bandit leader sees the change in me. His mocking smile falters. For the first time, I see uncertainty in his eyes.

I do not give him time to recover.

I strike.

My blade meets his. His grip trembles. I push harder. The pressure is too much. His sword flies from his hand, clattering against the stone floor.

He stumbles. Falls to his knees.

But there is no triumph in me. Only exhaustion. Only understanding.

I let the ink dissolve. I step back.

"You were wrong about me," I say quietly.

He does not answer.

As the defeated leader makes one final desperate strike…

His blade shatters the ring the Fairy King gave me.

Silence.

The broken pieces fall to the ground. They scatter across the stone floor like tears.

I immediately feel it.

The protection is gone.

I understand what this means.

If I stay in the village, the elemental spirits drawn to me will return. They will sense my presence again. They will gather. They will…

I cannot allow that.

I will not bring danger to the people I have just saved.

Before dawn, I quietly say goodbye to my family.

Mother holds me tight. She does not let go for a long time. When she finally does, her eyes are wet but her smile is steady.

Father places a hand on my shoulder. He does not speak. He does not need to.

Wilhelm hugs me and whispers, "Come back soon, okay?"

There are tears.

There are smiles.

No one asks me to stay.

Because they understand.

I leave once again.

As I walk away, I look back one last time.

The village is still standing. The smoke has cleared. The sun is rising over the rooftops.

This time...

It no longer feels like I am being cast out.

I am leaving to protect the people who finally accepted me.

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