切断
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Something is different, nothing is different,
I don't know, I don't know.
It's noisy, it's annoying,
it feels bad, and I feel like something is about
to come out of the back of my throat.
It's just hard. It's really hard, it's only painful to live. But I can't even die. I don't want to hear
anything. I don't want to do anything.
I don't want to feel anything.
It doesn't matter if it's the body, just the mind, or myself.
I want to change my depressed everyday life
even a little. But it's impossible to change.
I want you to change right away,
so I'm depressed again. It's really pathetic,
but the feeling that I feel sorry for myself is stronger. It's different if there's someone else to
comfort you like this, but if you don't have one, you can do it.
Everyone knows it's hard. That doesn't mean
I don't want people to understand my pain.
Leave me alone, depression is making its own goals and efforts.
To be honest, I don't think it's necessary to
write or read this. But this is a relief of stress.
Killing, committing suicide, or raping people you don't like in the story. There are no people in this world who can die, but there are many people who should die. In that case,
I think it would be good if everyone died,
but I'm not interested enough to think so
deeply. It doesn't matter,
it really doesn't matter. Then you don't have to
draw, but write. I don't want to draw, but I write
even if I don't want to. It's really a meaningless shit. I don't want to draw anymore, it's hard to draw. I haven't been able to relieve stress. I don't want to be thought of as a sick appeal with
this. I don't care about people, but when I see
them, I can naturally get hurt. So what are you
saying.
Drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing, drawing.
It's troublesome, ah, it's annoying, I want to quit quickly, I want to quit, I want to quit, noisy, go away, shut up, I don't care, oh, I feel bad. I'm already in the worst mood. It doesn't matter, just disappear.
I'm done with what I have to say. It's over, it's over, go home quickly
眠い