Momoe and Mako didn't have forgetting at all times whatever she and he were doing.
I didn't have forgetting Momoe and Mako at all times whatever I were doing.
It retrieved normal living as soon as possible and I wanted to appreciate the happiness of the ordinary ordinary home.
Momoe was Mukaishima in Tokyo and grew up.
An end in the east of Mukaishima was Oshiage and in now, it was transformed into the city which bustles at Tokyo SKYTREE but when Momoe was a child, this neighborhood in Mukaishima was the place where the poor people at the downtown live in.
In the golden age, the geisha geisha house and the Japanese-style restaurant were built side by side.
Also, there was an atelier of the traditional craftwork and so on, too, in the town of the workman.
At present, too, the tradition seems taken over.
Momoe's parents ran a noodle shop.
It was possible to force into poor life as to be troubled by the management of the shop.
Momoe was a quiet woman recently uncommonly and there was a antique place in the aspect and the character.
Momoe's mother was the steadier one more and just like, she was the person who has the culture which is very similar to Momoe.
がら, the thing from the life from the ship which was overwhelmed with Momoe's father raided by the U.S. forces aircraft on the ship during the Pacific War to have escaped and to have swum to the island nearby in the unaided and to have survived
The grandmother of Momoe's mother's side was uncommon as those days, advanced towards the high girl's high school and was respected by the person at the downtown.
Momoe was not the woman of the type who asserts oneself clearly like Canna.
Because I was a late marriage, Mako of the daughter was the child who was born in the second half of the fortysomething.
It was doing a pretty aspect in Mako's, too, resembling a mother and being moderate and his silence.
I loved this in Mako, very remarkably.
When Mako went to kingarten,Mako,Momoe and I were watching an animated film of( Hotaru no haka) written by Akiyosi Nozaka.
Mako and Momoe shed tears if finishing seeing.
Without tears, it was the masterpiece which isn't seen.
Because it is ashamed of shedding tears in front of two, too, if saying me, there is memory which ran into the restroom.
I saw anime hardly but only as for this work, I was moved.
The thing to be becoming later and knowing but for this work to experience a war by Nozaka
The real experience produces art with high quality.
It was the work of the consent.
At the time, it was saying that Momoe " wanted to see never again such a sad movie ".
On a hat summer then,I went to TUTAYA(video rental shop) for DVD on a grave of firefly(Japanese-Hotaru no haka).I appreciated the film after a long time.
At the night, the appearance of Momoe and Mako to be kind seemed to move me and it spent 1 night which can not sleep.
The thing to have been when repelling a father with the woman relation which is intense from the time of her child if saying Mako, too, but to have adored me there in the heart
Only with it, with these two, it was full of the feelings of to be sorry.
With Momoe immediately after divorce, two were emigrating from Wasedatsurumaki Cho to the parents' home in Mukaishima.
After that, because the parents' home went out of business several years before in the noodle shop, home changed hands.
Then, it was moved in to the alley at Taninaka Ginza.
The thing to have been the story to have asked the person fable but to have lived cheerlessly to send a shoulder each other when two returned to home
Also, this mother daughter is the thing to have been waiting for my return earnestly.
Because it wanted to live in the city which is as light as possible because there there were two in the unfortunate bottom, it walked and it was emigrating from JR Nippori station to Taninaka Ginza in 5 minutes.
This town bustled by a lot of excursionists.
Specifically, the foreign excursionist came.
While being in the big city which is called Tokyo for them, a little, country ( the chick ) , the Japanese place were being favourite.
In the retro town which is full of the humanness, a little, it lived silently at the cultural apartment with the inexpensive rent of the entering alley from the shopping district near " afterglow gradually ".
As for " afterglow gradually ", at my time of being young, the setting sun which dyes to the madder color could be long looked at, but the skyscraper group seems to disappear into the shade at the building immediately.
Also, it is the existence where a person and a cat melt into the daily life notedly as the holy of the cat and become a support in the heart and there must be and it in the inhabitant and the excursionist.
I don't already feel an attractiveness about the atom, too, in Tokyo but only the taste at this Yanaka Ginza is special.
As for me, it was confirming two locations here but after that, that two lived where was unclear.
Because I could not live together actually even if there there were means to examine the location to be but a location was proved in the present situation which can not run away from the bottom life, it bit back the feelings to want to meet and for a while, I will not look for them.
However, I want to live inviting Momoe and Mako to Kyoto as soon as possible and together.
When then, want to retrieve the happiness of place ,so-called , the ordinary home
However, the present situation is severe.
It is a going bankrupt body.
Moreover, consume an age, too.
It will be how! These days, it is always impatient.
Then, when the feelings become depression ( it strikes ), it has already lost a motivation.
Then, the fellow, being happy, recedes from me gradually steadily.
The my travel
As much as the travel
at house
Parent emaciation
My wife or it is not, too.
( Manyoshu The ancient Eastern Japanese verse The author unknown )
( It thinks that my travel is a travel and it gives up, but it is left at the house and it has a child and the wife who will be lean is remembered ).
When thinking of the people in the northeast which was suffered by the eastern Japan earthquake disaster, it tells that it is still OK and that it is happy.
However, in case of being for a while, the appearance of the ugly elderly which returns to actual itself and is crawling in the bottom passes my head.
It informs that いや assumes that it is itself, too.
It falls , and in seeing, being more objective, being calmer in the reality than, worrying, being lonely sorrowfully, it tries to make itself stand the body and the heart are more rigid.
of probably, come back and forth in between( the embrasure ) of the depression and a manic state.
It is attacked by the anxious feelings.
It is impatient only.
When attempting to be needed by the department of psychosomatic medicine nearby, as expected, it was diagnosed as the anxious symptom.
It doesn't want to drink medicine but it is attacked as much as possible by tweo or three times , the anxious feelings the day.
Okura
Now, Let's go home.
The child cries.
Its the mother, too
Which waits for the me.
The Manyoshu
Yamanoueno Okura
( My Okura let's already do discourteously In now, the child will be crying Because its the mother, too, will be waiting for me. )
It composed and it saw but even if it attempts to return to me, there is not a meaning which can meet with Momoe and Mako.
On the other hand, the relation between the canna and Miyoshi ended within several months.
It is because it became the place where the wife in Miyoshi knows.
It was for a while and I did a master in " karaoke tearoom Yakane " for the time being by the fact that the following suitable job is found out.
At the time, because the relation with Miyoshi was passing away, it sometimes called in at the condominium of the canna, too.
There was not money relation, and between the canna and me, as the volunteer, it did a master and it enjoyed karaoke for free of its substitute.
Because there were not a canna and money space and the money to pay me and so on or I, too, was familiar with the kitchen situation of course
I was called popular name " the money " at the shop.
It was the nickname which the canna can have taken suitably.
The visitor, too, called me so.
Because this industry was a the first time experience of course, at first, it was experiencing a good pleasant satisfaction of the ear touch to helping with the curiosity, too, and being called " the money ".
However, in front of the visitor, I made a form of mistake only and severely, the canna scolded.
Specifically, in front of the man visitor, it carried without exception.
As for this, there was in the reason.
I wanted to have the appearance that the canna works hard by the woman of being alone examined because it had a visitor charter my existence and it made be conscious of it as the master.
Of course, the reality, too, was so.
However, when the degree passed, it volleyed " grown-up if becoming in the money, what time oh by the experience! is it which doesn't go! " and a Tosa valve in front of the visitor.
When handling a thing shabbily, it yelled " it massages the luxury which doesn't have sense! ".
It is a meaning, the useless incompetent fellow who was accustomed, being luxurious.
At first, is this bully, too, to the reason in front of the visitor to camouflage relation between the canna and me, in addition to agreeing as , it is the front of the visitor and is the one to have experienced a pleasant sensation, that it seemed that it was doing the playing house which the play overcame and being strange.
Not being in the handle , too, when being for a while and being accustomed to the service, it says not being in " the song has luster it is young! the master is happy! " and the heart, too, with the woman of " the president! it is manful good and the voice is popular with the woman! " celebrity to the habitue visitor.
Of course, that the habitue visitor, too, is sympathizing understands.
My accomplishment is this degree at most.
The third-class sycophant, too, is a good place.
However, " bring beer early in the! money. " the visitor " becomes weaker,! is late and " of the feeling the condition such as " be accustomed to the stopping, Denmoku( the equipment which enters karaoke )! " " the feeling doesn't work at all! " depresses only.
When talking about the thing to the canna, it is put to " such one is unpleasant for the visitor! " and the smile.
It offers the canna in case of so far and wanting to resign from the shop many times about the endurance, too, if attempting to make me of the spoiled growth but being peculiar to her has always yielded to the encouragement, saying the amusement.
However, when the habitue who supports her economically almost appeared, the existence of the money thing, me, too, became dangerous.
It was possible to distinguish between whether or not it is serious monkeyshine and the bully which is not started.
I who am spiritless and am reticent, too, am indeed the one which was about to bark, volleying a foolish woman to the going home canna at the night.
The lion at home and a mouse abroad, too, is a good place.
It sets it aside and the good place of the canna is the generous and rough place.
The other side, the bad place are being particular about the insignificant minute place, being persistent more than necessary.
For example, when I said " that the person who is called Kabuto was a plain woman ", it denied a canna completely.
When I say " he is a honest person ", a canna is called " that he is an un- honest person ".
The disposition which agrees her, lastly, I, too, become troublesome
Also, she is openly and squarely and also being about to be proud of herself like a conviction.
That it seems that it is unpleasant ( no ) may meet there if saying that there is not unpleasant and that unpleasant is artless.
For example, it approaches the A person of the habitue visitor in " I am cute and the song, too, sing good well and gets to surely like me! " and the natural posture.
Then, actually, the A person had gotten to like her.
There quite were men who had been possessed by her magic about whether or not this neighborhood was the attractiveness of Canna.
to be continued
