May 31, 2025 (Reiwa 7) Statistics and Comparative Analysis
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Preface
“Having too much focus” can be both a weapon and a curse.
This is a small record from Panda—a person with monster-level concentration—written on a sleepless night.
The feat of writing two novels simultaneously in just six days,
and the fact that I can forget the periodic table of elements on a whim—
both come from the double helix of brilliance and weakness inside me.
With ChatGPT as my training wheels, my pen never stops.
A brain that refuses to sleep weaves dreamlike stories—this is one such night.
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May 31, 2025 (Reiwa 7)
Panda’s concentration is monstrous.
If you’ve seen the American TV drama Numbrs, you might understand.
Like the mathematician in that show, I keep thinking about a problem until it’s solved—no matter how long it takes.
When I’m focused, I don’t even feel hunger.
Right now, my lifestyle is “sleeping every other day.”
Tonight, I probably won’t sleep at all.
Psychiatrists call this ghostly, hyper-focused state schizophrenia.
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I’m prescribed a stabilizer to help me sleep,
but when too much adrenaline is pumping, I simply can’t.
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And yet—
my work speed is astonishing.
I’m Apparently a Descendant of Dr. Jones, But Somehow Became a God is planned as a five-volume series.
On top of that, I have another novel—
one I wrote in high school, which even passed the first screening of a literary competition.
Its title:
The Famous Sengoku Trio Reunited in the Present! Nobunaga, Hideyoshi, Ieyasu—We’re Best Friends
Both of these works were completed simultaneously—with ChatGPT’s help—in just six days.
In the past, it would have taken me a year!
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ChatGPT fills in the “dents” in my knowledge.
I am monstrously strong in statistics and idea generation,
but in physics and chemistry, my combined score would be about 18 points out of 100.
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By the way, in middle school, I memorized the entire periodic table in one hour.
The science teacher said, “If you get a perfect score, you can go play,”
so I went out to play—and promptly forgot it.
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When I was in middle school, the concept of “reinforced learning” didn’t exist.
I knew review was important,
but my “dents” got in the way, and I never once followed through.
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Afterword
Forgetting may indeed be a weakness.
But because I forget, I can write it again—and start walking again.
Eighteen points in physics and chemistry.
An hour to memorize, a day to forget the periodic table.
Even so, I have my stories.
When the storm of concentration passes,
from within these sleepless nights, something interesting will surely be born again.
May this essay serve as a snapshot of “sleepless talent”
and reach someone, somewhere.
—Panda, quietly weaving dreams once more.
