I always HATE that man...

I always love him more than anyone in this world but still he is hated by me. From my childhood till now I always saw my mother paying for me everywhere. I didn't understand these things till I reach my 10th grade in school.

The day when I want to decide for my own future, the day I found that we are all alone. People always say that I look like my father a lot, the thing I hate most in my life.

I was running through the lane faster... to reach home to tell mommy about what I want to do in my life.

"Huhh..." breathing heavily.

"Mommy... " I starting shouted.

"Where are you?"

I was very excited for this day, the day when I can decide on my own what I want to do in my life. But I didn't expected what's going to happen to me...

I was slapped, the whole world started revolving at that time.My nose also started bleeding."Huh..."

My mother loves me the most, she always listen to me, even when she is angry she try to make me understand what situation is.But today..

"What do you want?" She shouted.

"Mo... mo.." Words are not coming out of my mouth, my cheek was paining really hard.I was crying really hard and then.. I tried to look at her, and what I saw no one to see that in his life. Her cheek is also swollen and her nose it's bleeding even worse.

"Calm down.." And water starts flowing through her eyes.

She hugged me very tightly. And started crying very hard.. Words from her mouth started getting broken.

"I.. I... mm.." At that moment I was crying. My father dashed from the house, he didn't even look back towards us.

"..s.. soary... sowry"

I don't know what to do.. all I was doing is crying a lot. She stopped crying.. wiped my face then her own. I couldn't stop... I really don't know... what was happening.

"Mo.. mommy" I handed over her the paper which was in my hand. This, broke her... "I am sorry..."

again and again, what all I can listen. She was trying to embrace me.. kissed both of my cheeks, my forehead, my hands... she was trying her hard to make me feel comfort that "I am always with you... I am sorry..."

It took fifteen minutes to understand what's going on own. We both sat in the middle room, she was holding ice packs on both of our face... I stopped crying, she made me a hot chocolate and again started embracing me... "I'm sorry.. I love you.."

She told me everything, even it was not understandable to me. She asked me whether I want to live with her or father... I choose her without delaying, why even he is my father.. that's all I was thinking.The following night we left the house and went to the grandma's house.. She told me that we are never going to live with my father, she divorced him. To me it's a best thing my mother opt.

Today... I am in college we live with my grandma everything is fine for now. My mother is very happy.. I love her the most. And I always HATE that man... I don't even want to see him in my entire life.