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When night comes, the children begin to sing.  作者: アンドリュー・チェン


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Chapter 7: The Girl who came Home.

We walked through the village in near darkness.

The lanterns had been lit more than usual, as if the village itself had been holding its breath and was only now beginning to exhale. Light spilled from doorways. Shadows moved behind windows. Someone had spread the news, or perhaps they had simply seen us coming down the mountain path.

Hinata walked beside me now, not ahead. Her steps were slower than before. Her shoulders had begun to droop.

She was exhausted.

I didn't try to talk to her. I didn't know what I would say. The questions were still there, pressing against the inside of my skull, but they could wait. She was here. She was walking. She was real.

That was enough.

For now.

Reika's door was open before we reached it.

She must have been watching from the window. She rushed out, her yukata flying behind her, her face a mess of relief and fear and something that looked almost like hope. She didn't stop to speak. She didn't ask permission. She just dropped to her knees and pulled Hinata into her arms.

Tight. So tight I could see the tension in her shoulders.

"Oh, oh, oh," she breathed. Her voice was broken, wet with tears. "Hinata. Hinata, thank the gods, thank the gods…"

Hinata stood still in her embrace. Her arms hung at her sides. Her face was calm and distant, the same expression she had worn when her mother had held her.

But she didn't pull away.

Reika pulled back, her hands cupping Hinata's face. Tears streamed down her cheeks, catching the lantern light.

"Where were you?" she asked. Her voice was urgent, desperate. "Why did you leave? Were you hurt? Did someone…"

Hinata blinked. Her mouth opened, then closed.

"I don't remember," she said.

The words were soft. Tired. They might have been true. They might have been a lie. I couldn't tell anymore.

"What do you mean you don't remember?" Reika pressed. "You were gone for three days. Three days, Hinata. We searched everywhere…"

Hinata swayed on her feet.

Reika caught her. Held her steady. Her expression shifted from desperation to something softer, resignation, perhaps, or understanding.

"You're exhausted," she said. "You can barely stand."

Hinata didn't argue. She didn't even nod. Her eyes were half-closed, her head dipping forward.

Reika gently smiled. The tears were still on her cheeks, but the urgency had faded.

"Let's get you to bed first," she said. "We can talk in the morning."

She looked up at me. Her eyes were red, but they were clear.

"Wait in the guest room," she said. "I'll come find you after she's settled."

I nodded.

Reika lifted Hinata into her arms, the child was so light, so small, barely a weight at all, and carried her inside.

I followed.

The guest room was small and simple. A futon, a low table, and a single lamp burning low. I sat on the floor with my back against the wall and listened to the sounds of the house.

Reika's soft voice. The creak of floorboards. A door sliding shut.

Then silence.

I waited.

The lamp flickered. The shadows moved. And somewhere in the room, I could still smell it — the faint sweetness I had come to associate with Hinata. Soot and wild herbs. Watermelon and dust.

I closed my eyes.

I did not sleep.

Reika returned after what felt like an eternity.

She moved quietly, her steps soft on the wooden floor, her face drawn with exhaustion. But the tears had stopped. Her eyes were still red, but there was a calmness in them now, the calm of someone who had been holding their breath for three days and had finally been allowed to exhale.

She carried a tray. Two cups. A pot of tea.

"Thank you for waiting," she said. She set the tray on the low table and knelt across from me. "She fell asleep almost immediately. I don't think she'll wake until morning."

I watched her pour the tea. The steam rose between us, thin and fragrant.

"I should be thanking you," she said. "You found her."

"I just walked up the mountain."

"You walked up the mountain when no one else would." She slid a cup toward me. "That's not nothing."

I wrapped my hands around the cup. The warmth seeped into my palms. I didn't drink.

"How is she?" I asked. "Really?"

Reika was quiet for a moment. She stared into her tea, her fingers tracing the rim of the cup.

"Confused," she said at last. "Exhausted. I don't think she remembers where she was or how she got there. She kept saying she was tired. I didn't push."

"You should push," I said. "She was gone for three days."

"I know." Reika's voice was soft. "But pushing won't help. Not tonight. Not when she's like this."

I wanted to argue. I wanted to tell her about the blank eyes, the way Hinata hadn't recognized me, and the strange words about ancient gods and forgotten worship. I wanted to tell her about the pendants, the ribbon, and the six torii gates.

But I didn't.

Because what would I say? That a child had spoken like an old woman? That she had smiled with empty eyes and asked me who I was?

I would sound mad.

Or worse, I would sound like I was accusing her of something.

I took a sip of tea instead.

Reika spoke again, her voice quieter now.

"I've lived in this village my whole life," she said. "I've seen children wander. I've seen them get lost. But I've never seen anything like this. Three days. No trace. No sign. It was like she had simply... vanished."

She looked at me. Her eyes were tired, but they were steady.

"Everyone was frightened," she said. "More than they wanted to admit. The elders organized search parties. The men went into the forest. The women searched the fields. But no one found anything. Not a footprint. Not a scrap of cloth."

I thought of the pendant.

I said nothing.

"Hinata has always been a curious child," Reika continued. "She asks questions no one else thinks to ask. She goes places no one else thinks to go. I've always thought it was just... her nature. But this time…"

She stopped. Shook her head.

"This time, I don't know."

The silence stretched between us. The lamp flickered. Outside, the evening was deepening into night.

I set down my cup.

"She'll be fine," I said. I didn't know if I believed it. "She's home. She's safe. That's what matters."

Reika looked at me for a long moment. Then she nodded.

"Yes," she said. "That's what matters."

She stood. Walked to the window. Looked out at the darkening sky.

"You should head home," she said. "Before it gets too dark."

I rose. My legs were stiff from sitting. The pendants were still in my sleeve, pressing against my wrist like a reminder.

"You'll call me if she wakes up?" I asked. "If she remembers anything?"

Reika turned. Her face was unreadable in the dim light.

"I'll call you," she said.

I walked to the door. Paused with my hand on the latch.

"Reika-san," I said.

She waited.

"The shrine. The old one on the mountain. Does anyone ever go there?"

She was quiet for a moment. Too quiet.

"No," she said. "No one goes there."

"Why?"

She didn't answer. She just looked at me with those tired, steady eyes.

"Goodnight, Hikaru-san," she said. "Get some rest."

I stepped outside.

The night air was cold. The stars were out, scattered across the sky like salt on dark cloth. The village was quiet, the ordinary quiet of a place that had finally stopped holding its breath.

I walked home.

The path was dark. The lanterns had been extinguished. But I knew the way.

I didn't look back.

The walk home was quiet.

I reached my door. Opened it. Stepped inside.

The house was exactly as I had left it.

I closed the door behind me and stood in the dark for a moment.

The silence was different now. Not empty. Just... waiting.

I prepared a simple dinner.

Rice. A few pickled vegetables. The last of the miso soup from the morning. I ate slowly, sitting on the floor with my back against the wall, watching the shadows of the lamp flicker across the ceiling.

My mind kept circling back to the mountain.

The blank eyes. The empty smile. The voice that had sounded like Hinata but had spoken words that weren't hers.

“Did you know this village used to worship an ancient god?”

“But not anymore.”

“They forgot.”

And then, later, on the descent, the sudden warmth. The recognition. The smile that had been real.

“Thank you for coming to find me.”

I set down my chopsticks.

Did Hinata really forget me?

Or did I imagine it?

The thought lingered, circling like a fly I couldn't swat away. I had been tired. Frightened. Relief had flooded through me so hard I could barely stand. Maybe my mind had played tricks. Maybe the exhaustion and the fear had twisted what I saw, what I heard.

I finished my dinner. Washed the dishes. Set them aside to dry.

And I went to bed.

The futon was cold. I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling, listening to the night.

No voices from the shrine. No laughter from the path. Just the ordinary silence of a village that had finally gone to sleep.

I closed my eyes.

I thought of Hinata. Her small hands on the rice paddle. The frayed ribbon around her wrist. The moon charm against her chest. The way she had curled up on my lap, warm and trusting, and sung a song about ashes.

I thought of the mountain. The six torii gates. The shrine was covered in moss.

I thought of her eyes. Blank. Empty. Looking at me like I was a stranger.

I didn't know which version of her was real.

I didn't know if I wanted to.

I slept.

***

The knock came just after dawn.

I was still sitting on the floor, my tea untouched, my mind still circling the events of the previous day. The pendants were on the table beside me.

The knock was soft. Familiar.

I opened the door.

Hinata stood on the step.

She was wearing the same yukata, the same frayed ribbon around her wrist. But her face was different, bright, alert, the face of a child who had slept well and woken ready for the day. She carried a basket in both hands, covered with a cloth that steamed faintly in the cool morning air.

She bowed.

"Thank you for finding me," she said.

I stared at her.

She straightened. Her smile was warm, genuine, the smile I knew. The same smile she had given me on the descent from the mountain, when she had suddenly remembered my name.

"Your mother sent food," I said. It came out flat. I couldn't help it.

Hinata nodded. "She said I should bring it to you. To say thank you properly." She held out the basket. "There's rice. And tamagoyaki. She made it with a little sugar, like you like."

I took the basket. My hands were steady, but something inside me was trembling.

"Hinata," I said carefully. "Do you remember yesterday? The mountain?"

She tilted her head. The same gesture. The same curious, unreadable expression.

"Of course," she said. "I was on the mountain. You found me. We walked home."

"And before that?"

"Before that?"

"On the mountain. Before I found you. Do you remember... what happened?"

She thought about it. Her brow furrowed. Then she shook her head.

"I was tired," she said. "I don't remember much. Just that I was sitting on a rock, and then you came."

"The shrine," I said. "Do you remember the shrine?"

She blinked.

"Shrine?"

"The old shrine. On the mountain. You were near it. I found your pendant there…"

She touched her collarbone. The skin was bare. No cord. No silver.

"I don't remember a shrine," she said. She said it simply. Without confusion. Without the blankness that had frightened me the day before. Just a child stating a fact. "I don't think I was near a shrine."

I opened my mouth. Closed it.

The conversation moved on naturally. Hinata stepped inside. She set the basket on the table, unwrapped the cloth, and began arranging the dishes with the same quiet competence she always had. She didn't seem troubled. She didn't seem like she was hiding anything.

She seemed normal.

Completely, utterly normal.

And I didn't know if that was a relief or a warning.

***

Later that morning, while Hinata was sweeping the path, a knock came at the door.

A different knock. Firm. Official.

I opened it to find one of the village women, the same one who had made tea in my kitchen during the roof repair. She held out a folded piece of paper.

"A message came for you," she said. "From the bus stop. Someone left it with the old man."

I took it. Unfolded it.

The handwriting was familiar. Loose. Slightly messy.


Hikaru,

I'm coming today. The train arrives at the nearest station this morning, and from there I've arranged a ride to your village. I should be at the bus stop by late afternoon.

I know you probably told me not to come. I know you wanted your quiet. But I'm coming anyway, because that's what friends do.

Please don't be mad.

Love,

Kiri


I read the letter twice.

The timing was perfect. My mind had been circling the same questions for days, the shrine, the children, the strange blankness in Hinata's eyes. Perhaps seeing a familiar face would help. Perhaps Kiri would see the village with fresh eyes and notice something I had missed. Perhaps she would tell me I was imagining things.

I folded the letter and tucked it into my sleeve.

Hinata appeared at the door, her broom in her hand.

"Was that a message?" she asked.

"Yes," I said. "An old friend. She's coming to visit. She'll be here this afternoon."

Hinata's eyes lit up.

"Can I come with you to meet her?"

I looked at her. The bright smile. The genuine curiosity. The child who had not remembered a shrine but who remembered everything else.

"Yes," I said. "You can come."

She beamed.

I turned back to the letter.

Kiri was coming.

And for the first time in days, I felt something I hadn't expected.

Relief.

***

Hinata was quiet for most of the walk.

She walked beside me, her bare feet finding the familiar stones, her hands clasped behind her back. The frayed ribbon swung from her wrist. The morning light caught the edges of her hair, turning them gold.

I didn't try to fill the silence. After everything that had happened, the quiet felt like a gift.

The bus stop came into view. Small. Modest. The wooden bench rubbed smooth by years of waiting. The old man was there, as always, leaning against the shelter post with his patient, stone-like stillness.

He nodded at me as we approached. I nodded back.

Hinata sat on the bench and swung her legs.

"Your friend," she said. "Kiri."

"Yes."

"Will she like me?"

I looked at her. Her face was open, curious, the face of a child who had never learned to hide her questions.

"I think she will," I said. "You're very likeable."

Hinata considered this. Then she nodded, satisfied.

"Is she funny?" she asked.

"Very funny. Sometimes too funny."

"Does she like sweets?"

"She loves sweets. She once ate an entire box of mochi in one sitting and didn't regret it."

Hinata's eyes widened. "That's a lot of mochi."

"It was a lot of mochi."

"Will she stay for a long time?"

I thought about it. Kiri had taken leave from work. She had bought a ticket without asking. She had written that she was coming because that's what friends do.

"I don't know," I said. "However long she wants, I suppose."

Hinata nodded. She swung her legs a little faster.

"I hope she stays," she said. "It's nice when people stay."

I didn't answer. The words settled somewhere in my chest, warm and unfamiliar.

Hinata chatted excitedly. Her questions came in a steady stream, endless and curious, the kind of questions that only a child could ask.

"Is she tall?"

"Does she have pets?"

"What's her favorite color?"

"Will she bring presents?"

"Does she like children?"

I answered each one as best I could. Yes. No. Green. Maybe. I don't know.

Hinata accepted each answer without pressing, the way she always did.

The conversation was peaceful. Ordinary. A stark contrast to the tension of the previous chapter.

I found myself smiling.

Then, in the distance, a sound echoed through the valley.

The rumble of an engine. The low hum of a bus climbing the mountain road.

Hinata stopped swinging her legs.

"She's here," she said.

The bus pulled in slowly, its brakes hissing as it came to a stop at the shelter.

The door opened.

Kiri was the only passenger. She got off the bus.

She was exactly as I remembered her, messy hair, bright eyes, a grin that had survived every difficult conversation and every late-night phone call. She was wearing a jacket that was too light for the mountain air and carrying a bag that looked too heavy for one person.

Her face lit up the moment she saw me.

"Hikaru!"

She dropped her bag and crossed the distance in three quick strides. Her arms wrapped around me before I could react. She smelled like the city, coffee, train stations and something floral I couldn't name.

"You're here," I said. My voice came out muffled against her shoulder.

"I'm here." She pulled back, holding me at arm's length. "You look... good. Different. But good."

"Different how?"

"Calmer. Like you actually slept for once."

I almost laughed. I hadn't slept well in days.

But I didn't say that.

I turned to Hinata, who was standing a few feet away, watching with wide eyes.

"Kiri," I said. "This is Hinata."

I looked at Hinata.

"Hinata, this is my friend Kiri."

Kiri's expression shifted instantly. The brightness softened. She knelt down to Hinata's height, bringing her face level with the child's.

"Hello, Hinata," she said. Her voice was warm, gentle, the voice of someone who knew how to talk to children. "I've heard so much about you. Hikaru told me you're very good at sweeping."

Hinata blinked. Then she smiled, a small, shy smile.

"I'm good at rice too," she said.

"Rice," Kiri said, nodding seriously. "That's important. I'm terrible at rice."

"I can teach you."

"I would like that."

Kiri stood. She looked at me, her grin returning.

"Okay," she said. "Lead the way. I want to see this village."

I picked up her bag. The three of us turned and began walking back toward the village.

The sun was warm. The mountains were blue. Hinata walked between us, her small hands clasped behind her back.

And for the first time in days, I felt like everything might be okay.

What will Kiri find in this village...


Stay tuned for the coming chapters.


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